Sunday, April 25, 2010
am i pushing myself too hard?
maybe it's just because i didn't try hard in the past.
i just want to perfect in everything now.
but reality is cruel....
who really understand?
who even cares?
somehow, it's time to lax.
lay back and observe.
perhaps i'll learn better that way.
like always.
there's so many other things on my mind.
but who else can i talk to.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 4:57 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
POP-ed!
currently on my block leave.
sunday night, no book in.
perhaps that's why i'm feeling so lost.
a week's time free for myself.
the lazy me has been trying to take control.
i had left my cheesecake project aside for the past 2 days.
have to push myself further for a breakthrough.
crust yet to be confirmed, more flour or less flour?
pricing needs to be calculated.
needs to source for boxes for my cheesecakes.
so many things to be done.
how i wish there's someone to talk to now.
no exact topic, just random chat about my life.
went for a run with my elder brother just now.
had a short chat with him and it just feels great.
i felt a load lifted off from me.
i seriously think being away from my family makes me wants to be closer to them.
humans. just so ironic.
Quote of the day,
"Life's an irony. Every step closer is just another step backwards. When things
gets tense up, take a step away and you will find the way to move ahead. "
Nerdy Cheesecake! 9:32 PM
