Sunday, November 30, 2008
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my Valentine
All of my life I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
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this song was from my silly girl.
the girl which made me felt so special.
the girl which is so silly to buy a teddy bear just because she miss me.
i'm sorry, dear.
i'm not able to accompany you often.
but i'll make sure i'll be there when you needed me the most.
i can't tell you how much, how many times i miss you everyday.
i can't tell you how happy i was, to see you, to hug you.
i can't tell you how tough it was to countdown to my offday, just to accompany you for that day.
i can only tell you i'm working very hard towards our future.
i'm falling.
falling deep in a river called love.
with this silly little girl.
and this is how i say,
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:33 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你让一切都变成不平凡好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气就是幸福ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒第一个想到又是你sarang hae and
i love you我每天都要爱上你少一天就会遗憾陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
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一个简单的歌就把心里所有的话都说了出来.
有了你, 我的生命多了色彩.
有了你, 空气里只有幸福.
每天醒来, 第一个想到的一定是你.
不管是不是少了一天, 就算少了一秒没爱你都会遗憾.
因为我就是那么的爱你.
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she went back to the doctor today.
it never get any better.
checkup in hospital on wed.
i know she is scared.
i know she is worried.
even though she never says anything.
but i know it.
she doesn't want me to be worried about her.
silly little girl.
requested for off next wed to accompany her.
i want to show her i will be there for her.
no matter what happens, she will never be alone.
because you are the colour in my life.
with you, there's only happiness.
and only you, i love...
Nerdy Cheesecake! 3:28 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
我一直在寻找,
可爱的微笑,
今天终于让我找到.
你有特别的味道,
让我神魂颠倒.
我们手牵手,
沙滩走一走,
只要跟你在一起就足够.
我只有一个要求,
就是要对你好,
永远不让你流泪,
永远都不让你心碎,
希望你相信我.
words from part of the lyrics,
words which i wanted to tell my little girl.
she told me she cried after reading my previous entry.
she wrote in her blog that seeing medicine makes her felt like she is leaving.
she had been strong.
i knew it all along.
i told her she was being silly, i just want to share her burdens and pain.
i'm writing in my blog to tell her that she is my medicine for life.
i want to see her everyday.
without her, i would have no motivation in life.
you gave me the strength to work hard.
you gave me hope to never give up.
it's my turn to give you my strength and the hope to never give up.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 7:01 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
it's just so heart-breaking to see her suffering.
yea. she might not be suffering from any terminal sickness.
but still it had been tough for her.
having fever every now and then.
breathing difficulties.
not able to eat the things she like.
it had been nearly 2 weeks.
i don't even think i can last for a day or 2.
plus all the medications.
who likes them.
how i wish i could share her pain.
all i could do is be there for her, trying my best to make her happy.i feel so useless...
Nerdy Cheesecake! 3:29 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
damn. i think i got a 6hour lag time.
normally, people wake up at 6,
start work at 8, end at 5,
sleep at 10.
i wake up at 12.
start work at 2, end at 10.
and sleep at 4am.
i'm freaking weird.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 4:50 AM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
didn't wanted to update.
but my little girl is bored at home,
and since she's sick and can't go out.
i shall entertain her.
however i'm so lazy to blog, so i shall keep this short.
lots of events during this one month since we left school.
out of intercon. back in to les amis.
work is fun but tiring.
well. i actually learnt more.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 11:53 PM
