Tuesday, September 30, 2008
i hate the days when i don't know what i doing.
again, i over played.
damnit.
i shouldn't have done it.
F1's over.
2 more days till attachment starts.
i don't like my life now.
it totally sucks.
why does those who i like ignore me,and those who don't just stick to me.this is so ******up
Nerdy Cheesecake! 5:07 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
always square one.
she still likes him.
she's still crying over him.
i just wonder what else can i do.
it has been almost a month.
well.
i just have to stay on.
wondering if she knows it.my instinct says no.wondering what happens if someone told her.my instinct says i don't know.i lack the experience.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:13 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
exams,
wasn't hard at all.
hopefully.
last 5 papers.
finding meaning in life.
understanding philosophies.
seen some friends done stupid things.
going crazy about girls.
but once again.
what have i learnt?
smiling to myself yet shaking my head.
i don't know what i had learnt.
it just changes me, the way i am.
if you asked me again.
all i could say is.
i learnt not to resist.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 1:38 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
今天的心情非常不好, 我也不知道是为了什么.
难道是因为她吗?
看到她因为和他男朋友分手而这么伤心难过导致生病, 我感到非常的心痛.
这一个月以来我很想很想对她表明我的爱意,
但又怕增加她的负担.
她现在所最我的忽冷忽热, 我已经快受不了了.
我感到好累好累.
我今天试着哭出来, 但连一滴都哭不出.
心里好闷好闷, 简直就要爆掉一样.
好难过.
no matter what, i still will stay by her side.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 3:30 AM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
i think i got too deep in.
if that stupid thing didnt happen.
all the following stuffs wont have happened.
but what did i get now.
unreturned msges. left-outs.
one-sided love is just so fucked-up.but that's what i chose.cos now.i love her more than anything else.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 7:16 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
have you ever felt like crying and smiling at the same time.
but things just happens into this way.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 10:05 PM
i think i gonna die later in class.
didnt sleep again.
was making a birthday cake for her.
and touching up on the project.
damn. i think i need to do make cheesecakes at home.
i'm taking longer and longer time to complete a cake.
anyway. i've completed =)
waiting for it to set. but i only left 1 1/2 hrs.
just hope the freezer works well.
it may be tough. but it's my choice.i just want to do my part.to make her happy.X X X X X X X
3 more years to think damn hard.if not it will be confirmed that i will be going to australia.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 6:05 AM
