Thursday, April 30, 2009
how long more...
it seems like a paradise that can't be reached.
i can't hold on any longer.
and i wonder how did i spend my money.
only the first week and none was left.
sometimes i felt like crying,
sometimes i felt like killing myself.
i'm just a failure.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:45 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
爱上了一个人
能够为她牺牲
就算付出了生命
我甘心为了
你两个人在一起
分享爱的命运
永远都不会忘记
我们生活点滴
你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐
我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得
爱上了一个人
The only song to the only candy in my heart.
cause 你是我最深爱的女人.
beautiful sunday,
beautiful candy,
beautiful moments.
i just love this girl.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:18 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Love is just something so magical.
slept at 3am the previous night,
and i was able to wake up at 730am by myself just before the alarm rings.
continued doing by salad for dear which i prepared the previous night.
all her favourites, strawberries, raisins, salad.
had some fun helping her in her fundraising.
though i dont like some things i see.
but forget it.
she waited for me to end work.
cooked pasta for her dinner.
yummy was what she said.
but i find it so-so only.
I truly enjoyed my days these past few month.
i can say my happiest period in my 20 over years of living.
meeting you was a blessing.
having you was simply god's gift.
and i just simply love you.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:56 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Dedicated to my dearest Candy
When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something's just not right
But girl you know that
I would never ever let another's touch
Come between the two of us
'Cause no one else will ever take your place
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
You're so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally
Everytime I hope you near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with just a touch, you can do so much
No one else comes close
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You're a dream come true, yeah
Oh girl you know I'll always treasure
Every kiss and every day I love you girl in every way
And I always will 'cause in my eyes
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
You're so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally baby
Everytime I hope you near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with just a touch, you can do so much
Oh baby baby
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
You're so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally baby
Everytime I hope you near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with just a touch, you can do so much
No one else comes close
Nerdy Cheesecake! 1:31 AM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
dear, i'm sorry.
was in a bad mood just now.
i felt so useless. 21 year old guy who don't even have to money to feed himself.
fk the attachment. fk everything.
why can't i even support myself.
i don't want to get money from my parents, i don't want to use your money.
but sometimes i even scolded myself.
fked up. useless shit.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 2:20 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
i just love hugging her and sleep.
no idea why but i can just doze off in a couple of minutes.
nothing beats having her in my arms.
<3 you.
it was another enjoyable night at St James.
it's always enjoyable being with her. loved it.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 7:14 AM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
my words
" Happy 6 month, my dear.
Having you was what more than i had wish for.
There is nothing more that i could give to you,
Only all of my love, care and concern. "
3 - I love you
9 - An eternal love, together as long as we live
12 - Be mine
woke up early, planning what i should do for the day.
none of the idea seems feasible.
rush down to west mall. got a bouquet of 9 roses.
was walking around, reading books in the library.
her lessons are just so long, but it gave me time to prepare.
lessons ended. SURPRISE!!
she was stunned for a moment. still had that moment in my mind.
i was glad she was so happy.
i enjoyed my day, and delighted that she enjoyed hers and the flowers.
that's what more important to me, she loved it.
her words" thanks for everything. really love it.
and enjoy the time together with you.
and i am sorry for the days i ignored you.
i will treat you like what i did today.
but for the bullying, i try to cut down a bit.
muacks. love you. "
I love you. =)))
Nerdy Cheesecake! 3:05 AM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
so many things which i did,
i never felt so much happier than i'm now.
i guess that's because of you.
Happy 6 month =)
我爱你 <3<3<3
Nerdy Cheesecake! 11:21 PM
