Sunday, October 25, 2009
fast or slow.
i wondered.
finally something i've wanted to get over with it is around the corner.
just 46 days more.
it gonna be another life-changing experience.
i won't say it was bad that i had dropped out from poly 2 years back.
now, i had experienced more things,
had a group of buddies,
had a wonderful gf although we don't had much chance meeting up often now.
just like in the past,
everyone just gets busy.
right now, i shall just wait patiently till Dec 11.
working my days away, hanging out with pat, bryan and gang.
waiting for someday when my busy gf gets a little time out for me.
i shall just enjoy this little process of 46 days.
perhaps i was like the guy in this movie 'Click'
always trying to forward things.
in the end i miss out the process within.
the moments of happiness and laugther.
but thats just how humans learn.
mistakes.
everytime i thought about the past, i realised,
"oh, i should be doing it this way." or "Why did i do that"
but, everything's too late.
i just hope for the every next time, i get a chance to do things right.
i had emo-ed, and i 've thought through.
when nothing waits for you, you just have to keep moving on.
no one pities you for the mistakes you had made.
everyone had their own.
anyway, it's for to sleep.
just some thoughts to myself.
let's move on together.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
52 days more to more and more book-ins.
i wonder what will happen next.
i think i will miss her alot.
anyway.
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