when all the msges i send last night was just a facade.
it really hurts deep down inside.
too much for me to handle.
i felt so lost with no one to turn to.
after all there's no one that could help me make it better.
went for a run cause i just didnt want to stay at home.
ran aimlessly round and round my estate.
i guess i ain't that strong.

8:50 AM

Thanks alot.

7:25 PM

i felt my life was in a mess. and so is my room.
it's time to clean up. perhaps end of this month.
after i quit my job to get prepared for ns.
and it's 37 days more to go.

if you still reads this blog,
girl, no matter what problems you have, i will always be the first to be there for you.
perhaps, it was work or any other reasons, but it just seems to me that i had be taken out from your life. i'm left with this 1 month and yet you are still busy. i think it will be quite a long time to be able to meet you after i enlist. but till then, take care and stay cheerful =)

9:33 AM

let me tell you a joke.
Me, myself, kenneth wong.

i just find myself damn pathetic.
i seriously failed as a son, a boyfriend, a whatever i am.
desperately trying to fill my schedule up so that i won't start thinking too much.
yes, i'm a joke. laugh at me.

2:20 AM

无论如何, 我都要撑下去...

40 more days to go.
i shall give myself a chance to believe in myself.
that things will turn out fine.
29 more working days.
10 days of rest.
and i shall move on to another chapter in life.

what are the sacrifices in life that we had to make.
what is more important to us.
what is worth going on for.
most of the times, there are things in life which we can't balance.
and we have to sacrifice one, believing they can be more understanding.
whatever decisions, i trust wholeheartly.

4:47 AM

spoilt my day.
and there all goes with the stupid rain.
am i asking too much?

12:32 AM

kenneth

791988

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, You're my only one

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