maybe it's time to see a doctor.
it's really getting worse.
throat has been sore from all the coughing.
just coughed out some light red phlegm.




cause it ain't time to die yet.
cause there's still more to be done.
cause that the way of my life.

8:51 PM

was reading through blogs and blogs.
read like 10 over blogs.
it seems like every blog is filled with problems and problems.
work/school, family, money, relationship etc.
the neverending.
cause Life is a problem itself.
that's something that cannot be solved.




为你写诗为你静止.
为你做不可能的事.
为你失去理智.

1:42 AM

the cough is getting worst.
yet the weeks seems to be getting longer.
dying.

10:00 PM

second day of rosette.
tired like shit.
i'm beginning to wonder.
is it our problem.
i just can't get the freaking team organized.
i start to doubt my working ability.



was lying on my bed watching some videos.
not knowing when i fell asleep.
i woke up at this stupid timing.
now there's only 2 hours to sleep.

3:31 AM

Life is a journey with never-ending problems.
Disappointment come and go, but life still move on.
Things will work out fine, if you can find the courage to look pass the night, to see the break of dawn.
Life is a lesson to learn to face the joy and pain.
To discover how to laugh a little more.
Living is never alone.
Shoulders are meant for leaning on.
And that's what friends are for.

Smile cause it gives colours to the world.
Laugh cause it brightens up life.
Nothing worths more than seeing your smile.
=)))))))))))

12:28 AM

Breathe Again.

Have you wondered how it feels
when it's all over?
Wonder how it feels when you just have to start anew.
Never knowing,
where you're going,
when you face a brand new day.
It used to be that way.
Now i just close my eyes and say.
I just wanna breathe again,
learn to face of joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more.
I just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds of yesterday.
Maybe if i hope a little,
try a little more,
i'll breathe again.
Starting out again is never easy.
Disappointment's come and go,
but life still moves on.
With a bit of luck,
it's a brand new start,
but i just want my way,
no need to walk away,
don't wanna live a life's replay.
I just wanna breathe again,
learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more.
i just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds of yesterday.
Maybe if i hope a little,
try a little more,
i'll breathe again.
Things will work out fine,
if you can find the courage to look pass the night,
to see the break of dawn.
I just wanna breathe again,
learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more.
i just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds of yesterday.
Maybe if i hope a little,
try a little more.
I'll breathe again.

2:08 AM

4 more hours.

last month, Rosette.
still remembering during this period of time last year.
i was removed from course at TP. left with 2 decision.
Study or NS.
somehow. i decided to join SHATEC.
whoosh. in a blink of eye. 4 more months and off to hotel attachment.

at least now. i find the things i do an enjoyment.
i love cooking for friends and family.
i enjoy reading piles and piles of recipes.
i like seeing how chefs play around with simple ingredients to create unique cuisine.
culinary or pastry.







love now to me is nothing but the passion for food.
until the day when love starts seeking for me.

12:40 AM

Latest update.
DCS Oct '07 and DPB July '07
Event Catering 9 June 08 - 14 June 08

"Kumiawase"

Appetiser
"Simply Harmonious"
Poached prawn with deep-fried lotus roots, prune & tomato salsa; balsamic balm watermelon.

Soup
"Union of Senses"
Bonito essence garnished with enoki mushroom and ravioli of chicken and cheese.

Sherbet
"Annona Muricata"
Soupsop Sherbet.

Main Course
"Marriage of Taste"
Soy marinated chicken drizzled with balsamic teriyaki sauce served with roasted garlic mash and shimeiji mushroom.

or

"The Right Mix"
Crispy salmon laced with ponzu sauce accompanied with Japanese rice and spinach, sprinkled with tobiko.

Dessert
"Exotique Mahou Fromage"
Sponge cake layered with cheese mousse, fruit cocktail and citrus jelly.

Rosette $28nett

6:00 AM

last 2 days in production.

had diarrhea last night. woke up at 5 again and just before going to school.
endure for 1 more month. no mc please.
i don't want to do make up.






learning to live for myself.

11:04 PM

only 3 more days left in production


maybe things had been getting too stressful for me.
i felt really fed-up today. maybe i've pushed myself too hard?
have been telling myself, "3 more days. just 3 more days, endure."
real tiring not because of the workload but because of having to pick up other people's shit, doing double work.
nevermind. things will get better, i will get stronger.
career is the only thing i could and wish to work hard for now.
r/s really ain't my game.
shall just leave it to fate.





once upon a time, when this little boy loved this little girl.

10:40 PM

16 more days. 16!!!!

EC at Rosette.


was freaking busy with preparation and plating.
took some photos while they were doing the photoshoot.
the menu will be be as it is for the time being.
yet to be finalize.
dessert and sherbet will be done by pastry side.





DCS Oct'07


Kumiawase $28 nett

Appetizer


Soup


Chicken or


Salmon


and Dessert.

1:58 AM

long weekend.
was making myself damn busy just to forget about every other thing else.


got back first semester results.
GPA 3.80 =)))))))))
at least i didn't let my mum down this time.
hopefully this will carry on =S





life goes on..

4:28 AM

deleted 5 years worth of post.
maybe a fresh start might be good.
maybe.

thoughts are running through my mind now with the word 'maybe'
maybe some things are not meant to be.
maybe things will be better if i did them this way.
maybe i should just leave these things behind and walk away.
maybe...maybe.
maybe i'm ju....
maybe if....

after being with all that troubles for years, i should just leave all that behind.
i seriously thought life was getting great.
but..
sometimes all you saw was just illusions.
for these recent few years, i've been learning many things the hard way.
time after time, eventually. getting tired of all the nonsense.
i just felt like leaving all behind.
yet, talking about it is much more easier than doing it.
plus recently, my cough is not getting any better.
i'm afraid that illness might be coming back.
it's time to control on some stuffs.

was playing mahjong with friends yesterday.
i lost. but that wasn't the point.
sometimes no matter how hard you tried, when they ain't yours, they ain't yours.





at least,
i tried...

7:03 PM

kenneth

791988

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, You're my only one

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facethetruth-
extreme hypocrisy.
devil's cry. angel's smile.

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