Wednesday, June 17, 2009
work. has been so tiring.
with my back ache. but i can pull through.
suddenly, this thing came to my mind.
failure, am i one or am i not.
the answer is Not yet.
how can i be a failure when i still have a long way to go in life.
how ridiculous of me to think of myself as one in the past.
there can be miracles when you believe.
1 week of reflecting.
life ain't bad at all.
other than tiredness from work, i've started to love my life.
however i'm missing this girl of mine.
i've been thinking why.
why things have been so different.
what's gone wrong.
perhaps being human. greed, one of the 7 sins.
we just expect more.
i agreed. i did expect more from her.
from the selfless one, to the one who demands and craves for the constant care and attention.
i'm the source of the problem
happiness is contagious.
one have to be happy to give happiness.
one have to give happiness to attain more happiness.
giving doesn't necessary mean instant payout, it runs a long way.
i once depicted myself as a clown.
one who sacrifices oneself to give joy and happiness to others.
but it was such a long time ago.
selflessness.
i have lost this character of mine in vain of searching for success.
it was a long time since i had refused to give.
i have enlightened selflessness.
it's time to cultivate and make use of it.
being able to smile everyday is a gift from heaven.
and i haven't been using it.
no wonder, life been so tough for me.
