Tuesday, February 03, 2009
to tell the truth.
i'm still not used to all these changes.
but there's nothing i can do and only to accept it.
i felt like a ship that had lost its direction with no land in sight,
not knowing when and where it will reach ashore.
when living is just for the sake of living.
what's the purpose.
i rather live for the ones i love, doing the things i like.
profession or passion.
my chef always tells me about them.
perhaps he thinks i'm not suited for this industry.
cause i myself felt i've been stuck in the middle.
kenneth, when will you be truly enlighten?
i chose my path.
i saw the trees, the flowers, the beautiful everything.
i thought this is it.
but still things changes,
there are days and there are nights.
there are rain and there are shine.
however it just seems like the rain and the nights were forever.
i'm still waiting for my sunshine.
as i count the seconds, minutes, hours and days.
