Monday, August 18, 2008
it's always like that.
always gone when i needed them the most.
internet's down again.
shall blog in notepad then update tml.
current mood is fucked-up.
i thought i could bring some back chatting online.
well. whatever.
i really felt super super tired already.
it has come to a point where the previous me would have just give up on everything.
but i can't bear to do it now.
i've put too much effort within this one year.f
rom the point i met the first her,
till we broke off, entered shatec.
met another her. gave it all for studies.
then getting good grades.
i could have say i had gave everything i could.
i m tired.
my resolve had weaken.
yet there's no chance for a breather.
how i wish there was a few days to get everything out of my head.
too much things happened during the recent week.
i never thought of this third her.
didn't know when. but the feeling just came.
everything changes.
and i expected something to happen.
every single time.when things began to run smoothly for me.
now i'm waiting for tuesday.
