Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i thought.
i still like her.
but after all this that happened to u.
i felt so much for u.
i never wanted this to happen.
i just wanted it to be just like best of friends, brother and sister.
yet.
fate outplayed me.
now i'm left stuck in the middle.
my heart and thoughts are all messed up right now.
when i heard u cried today when u called me abt ur bf,
my heart sank. it hurt me so much to hear u sad.
seriously. i had no mood for lessons.
i just wanted.
to rush down to find u.
when lessons finally ended and i rushed down.
the moment i heard from u how important he is to u,
it felt like the whole sky had fallen.
but nevertheless i just want to try my best to make u laugh, make u smile.
i'm feeling so fucked-up now. lost.
went to had a drink with scott.
chatted for an hour.
nothing much came out.
just overflowing problems.
if only life could be like prehistoric times.
hunt and get hunted.
to survive or to die.
but too much had been added in now.
a heart that went dead 5 hours ago.
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