Thursday, July 31, 2008
Life now is nothing but just school and work.
sometimes. i just feel why am i doing all these to torture myself.
damn shagged alr.
yet every single time i told myself,
if i can't handle this for 2 months,
there's nothing else i can do.
so just stop whining and complaining.
had been staying in class during lunch break for quite a few days just to take an hour nap.
i hae never been so tired before.
i need a strong mind. greater determination.
just less than 2 months.
and to complete another year of attacment.
plus 2 more years of army life.
then maybe i go overseas to work.
3 years to leave everything should be sufficient.
to forget things that should be forgotten.
to let go of things that will never be yours.
actually i had 2 plans in mind.
plan A.
hopefully i get lucky.
i secure a place in the air force as pilot in army.
i sign on for few more years.
i convert to be a commerical pilot.
fly from place to place.
find a place i want to settle down in.
open my own restaurant.
however. getting into airforce will not be easy.
plus i might not even have any chance in.
plan B
i work on cruise or go overseas.
experience and learn.
travel around.
and still open my own restaurant.
hopefully either one works.
this is my resolve.
