Thursday, July 10, 2008
Just another day of school.
everytime i saw you, there is a rush of wanting to talk to you.but i just don't know what to say.all i could do is to wave or just say hi.i just dont know the reason why.i think i kind of like you.had a long chat with xiao mei last night.i realised i didnt like to find gfs, or should i say.i prefer girls to pick me.
is it practically being lazy or just my character.
i have no answer.xiao mei said this type needs to wait.but right now it doesn't matter if there will be any for me.afterall i have decided to even forgo my parents for career.it may sounds like i'm an unfilial child.but to me, being useless with no future is already one.it just seems like every decision made had changed me.even my friends said i did.i guess i'm no more like before.when everything crashes down.i become another person.cause the other me is just too weak to handle.
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