Thursday, May 15, 2008
deleted 5 years worth of post.
maybe a fresh start might be good.
maybe.
thoughts are running through my mind now with the word 'maybe'
maybe some things are not meant to be.
maybe things will be better if i did them this way.
maybe i should just leave these things behind and walk away.
maybe...maybe.
maybe i'm ju....
maybe if....
after being with all that troubles for years, i should just leave all that behind.
i seriously thought life was getting great.
but..
sometimes all you saw was just illusions.
for these recent few years, i've been learning many things the hard way.
time after time, eventually. getting tired of all the nonsense.
i just felt like leaving all behind.
yet, talking about it is much more easier than doing it.
plus recently, my cough is not getting any better.
i'm afraid that illness might be coming back.
it's time to control on some stuffs.
was playing mahjong with friends yesterday.
i lost. but that wasn't the point.
sometimes no matter how hard you tried, when they ain't yours, they ain't yours.
at least,
i tried...
