Saturday, June 05, 2010
I lived, learnt, loved and lost.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 1:44 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
am i pushing myself too hard?
maybe it's just because i didn't try hard in the past.
i just want to perfect in everything now.
but reality is cruel....
who really understand?
who even cares?
somehow, it's time to lax.
lay back and observe.
perhaps i'll learn better that way.
like always.
there's so many other things on my mind.
but who else can i talk to.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 4:57 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
POP-ed!
currently on my block leave.
sunday night, no book in.
perhaps that's why i'm feeling so lost.
a week's time free for myself.
the lazy me has been trying to take control.
i had left my cheesecake project aside for the past 2 days.
have to push myself further for a breakthrough.
crust yet to be confirmed, more flour or less flour?
pricing needs to be calculated.
needs to source for boxes for my cheesecakes.
so many things to be done.
how i wish there's someone to talk to now.
no exact topic, just random chat about my life.
went for a run with my elder brother just now.
had a short chat with him and it just feels great.
i felt a load lifted off from me.
i seriously think being away from my family makes me wants to be closer to them.
humans. just so ironic.
Quote of the day,
"Life's an irony. Every step closer is just another step backwards. When things
gets tense up, take a step away and you will find the way to move ahead. "
Nerdy Cheesecake! 9:32 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
4 months.
since everything changes.
piece by piece, everything i had just started crumbling down.
but now..
i'm still standing.
humans. the power of their body and mind.
stronger than one could think of.
2 more weeks to POP.
life to me now is like mystery box filled with different events, happenings.
opening it everyday is an excitement.
never knowing what is going to come.
but still holding on to the courage to stand up.
facing everyday whether good or bad.
close friends and I had decided on starting our business alr.
and preps are on the way.
online first. before we hit the market out there.
the fighting spirit that had never been so strong b4.
it's time to stand up once again.
like a man, to think for himself, to live for himself.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 6:27 PM
Friday, January 01, 2010
perhaps. there will be one day when i will be able to totally forget.
perhaps. that day will never come.
Do you remember the path where we met,
Long, long ago,
Long, long ago?
That's when you told me you would not forget,
Long, long ago,
Long ago.
Then, to all others my smile you preferred,
Love, when you spoke, gave a charm to each word,
Still my heart treasures the praises I heard,
Long, long ago,
Long ago.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 10:04 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
finally back home after 2 weeks of army life.
so glad to be back. time for no exercise and more rest.
good things in army. no more flu or cough.
but muscle aches everywhere.
2 weeks passed.
more weeks to go.
and i still misses you.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 11:44 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
goodbye old kenneth.
everything might have changed when i'm in there.
but i left my heart with you.
Nerdy Cheesecake! 1:21 AM